Two weeks have come and gone and at this point I am really sick of seeing the hospital. Started with a loss of eyesight but that was just the tip of the iceberg. I am so glad that I have a GREAT BIG GOD.
Monday 08/02/2010 I was told by Oncologist lets call her Dr A. that I have Stage 4 Breast Cancer- she says that it will be 6-12mons without treatment maybe longer with treatment. I am done crying over spilt milk I am on my way to living my life to the fullest.
It does give you a different perspective when they put an expiration date on you. This is not the time to sit around and mope- I am blogging at the moment without the influence of any meds...LOL! I have been avoiding any pain meds for the longest time. To be quite honest I am afraid- Afraid of a lot of things but certainly not death- do you know what death means to me- I get to see JESUS:) no more pain, no more sorrows, no more bills:) Ok I do not have a death wish- I still have a lot of people that I need to reach- I have a list of people- I like lists:) My prayer is that God would let me stay to do His will in my life- if He is done than I am ready. Despite what happens we will still worship HIM. He is still a sovereign God. He is still a miracle working God. It's in His hands.
LUV U, BEAUTIFUL!
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